Just keep swimming...

It's been kind of a tough week...My mom and I flew down to visit my grandparents on Monday morning and we're here until Saturday.

My grandparents are definitely the type who show their love through food which has been making me freak out endlessly. Plus they have the scale from hell that likes to tell me that I'm actually five pounds heavier than I really am. Seriously, the first time I stepped on, I almost had a heart attack. I thought I was going to die. In the end, I took a deep breath and went on with my day, secretly hating myself. And then I stepped on the scale that night and saw that magically, I had lost six pounds during the day. Um. No. So every morning, I just remind myself that THAT IS NOT ACCURATE.

Despite my best efforts, I've been maintaining here. It's a miracle I've even been able to do that, because the minute I stop chewing my food, my grandparents get all over me.
Gma: "Want some apples?"
Gpa: "We have cookies"
Gma: "There's pie"
Gpa: "How about some noodles?"
Gma: "I can make you crackers and cheese."
Gpa: "Do pretzels sound good?"
That happens after every meal. It's kind of ridiculous, but I know they care.

They've been talking a lot about their will, which is very upsetting, because when they die...I mean, that's the last family that I LIKE. I can't imagine not coming to AZ every break...

Anyway, as soon as I get home I plan on restricting like mad and exercising like my life depends on it. I went shopping today in preparation for my skinny life (: Twenty more pounds and I'm there. I expect the first ten to come off rather quickly, but the last ten will probably be tricky. My metabolism is so tired of me starving and gaining, starving and gaining that it will probably just quit on me lol.

Sigh.
This week has been so relaxing that I almost don't want to go home...I don't know. It's been nice. I've noticed that I'm SOOO tired lately, so I picked up a few 0 cal, 0 sugar Monsters to chug and that seems to get me all the way through the day.

Anyway, I hope you're doing better than I am...
(Hi to my two followers!)
Stay strong beautifuls (:
-Lee