Whoo.

I'm back down to 120 and so blessed to have the people in my life that I do.

I'm feeling pretty damn optimistic right now.

The weeks are always better than the weekends for me in terms of food, so hopefully I can get down to 118 by the end of this week.

I really just have to take this five pounds at a time, you know? Just focus on getting down to 115. And then down to 110. And then 105 and so on. I just really do not want to wake up in December as the same old 120 pound me and realize that if I had just stayed on track I could have been 100. That's my biggest fear. It's happened so many times.

But this time WILL be different. It. WILL.

Peace, love and drugs
-Lee